Yup…our little cashew nut. Sure it doesn’t look like much, but that little thing right there has been the cause of my mood swings, nausea, vomitting spells, and all sorts of lovely ailments. Who knew such a tiny thing could wreak such havoc?

So we went to the doctor’s today. They finally gave me an official due date of May 29th, but we all know how reliable due dates are. This child will have it’s way with the world just as it’s having it’s way with my body. It will come out when it’s good & ready…no sooner, no later.

Shall we start the baby pool on guessing actual birthdate & gender? I’ll put my money on a baby girl born on June 07th, 2006. I say June because I think this butterball wants to be a June baby like it’s mommy.

Holy crap, I’m gonna be a Mommy?!?

I still don’t think it’s fully hit me yet. I’m not feeling the glowing excitment I’m told I should be feeling, but I’m not depressed or anything either. I think it’s just the way I am though…I was the same lahdeedah way about my wedding. I don’t do giddy. I don’t blush. I just take life as it is given to me, one day at a time. Some people find this to be quite a strange trait, but I’ve grown to love it.

I’m just emotionally balanced…not dead inside. (or am I?)hehehe